Fanaa Hum Mohobbat Mein teri~ pt 11-15

part-11

 

Only one cloth was there… his hands move towards it and slid down on her thighs… he slid his boxers too and he set himself between her legs and entered inside her without any delay,,, he captured her lips .. she was crying and moaning in his mouth while she is scratching his back with her nails and fingers… he was rocking gently while his hand roaming on her bare body…

She jerked her thoughts when she felt someone presence near her.. she engrossed in her thoughts so much that she didn’t realize maan entered in the room.. that was unexpected for her…  her heart beats starts beating rapidly… she bit her lips feeling maan’s presence near her….  She curled her toes and clutched her fingers tightly feeling anticipated… she wants to do so many talks with him but she is not able to utter any word like someone snatched her voice from her…. Maan stood beside the bed, he was barely stand on his feet….  His feet were not giving him strength… not able to bear his body weight…  his legs were shaky not falling on a proper place…. first 3 buttons were opened of his sherwaani…. his was barely see a girl in front of him sitting on his bed in mid…  he blinked his lashes couple of times…  he rubbed his eyes addressing the girl who was sitting in the mid of bed,  he sat beside her on the bed….

Her heart beats rapidly as she felt his close proximity… she was feeling goose bumps in her stomach as he was approaching her…. Butterflies ran upside down in her whole body as soon as he caress her uncovered part her toes…. He was tipsy and his eyes were drowsy… he smiled when he touched her milky white skin of her toes… she felt tickled in her whole body when she felt his warm touch of his fingers on her shivering body… her lips shivering under the veil…  she curled her toes and positioned her feet slowly, the sound of ankle tickled his sense… the whole room filled with the seductive sound of ankles… he felt shivers ran down in his body with the romantic yet seductive sound of ankles….  He caressed her feet more lifting her lehanga little above her feet… she was feeling so much shyness…. He didn’t utter any word nor her….  Slowly-2 his hand approaching her veil which was covering her angelic face… he doesn’t know what he is doing now? He doesn’t know with whom he is getting close? He felt his love only… he uncovered her veil and mesmerized seeing the angelic white beauty in front of his eyes.. he was drinking her beauty with his naked eyes…. He saw her those almond big eyes.. he immediately lost in her eyes… lost his control seeing those eyes which haunted him….  Neither he knew what his next step nor she…. Both were feeling to each other only… she was feeling her husband’s touch and he was feeling his love in this girl who is sitting beside him….

He brought his face near her, very close to her face… his warm breath was fanning on her creamy white soft skin sending burning sensation in her whole body…  she smelled something weird smell which was coming from his mouth….  she almost jolted with the thought of his next step….  He cupped her face in his palms bending his face a little and gave  a slight peck on her lips feeling her supple soft lips in real…. He looked in her eyes but her eyes were closed , he couldn’t able to saw in her eyes…. He again captured her lips in his rough ones feeling again those petal like lips… unknowingly geet’s hands went on his shoulders getting close to him circling her arms around his neck bringing him closer… she felt weird taste of his mouth like he was drunk, but he was drunk in real…. Like he had drank whisky or beer she doesn’t know it was whisky or beer or something else… she doesn’t know the taste.. he knows only champion taste…. Once she tasted champion but that day she was scolded so much by arjun and her brother tej… after that day she never look at the drinks…. He doesn’t why he was drunk, what is the need of drink but she left her thought in mid and enjoying the moments with maan………. first time she was feeling something like this.. the feeling itself making her blush…. His hands went on her waist going more close to her feeling her body in him… he doesn’t know what he is doing but job hi hai feeling good…. He was nibbling her lips while she was only giving herself to him… after  a while she starts nibbling his lips he felt heaven when she reciprocate to him giving the same pleasure which he was giving her nibbling lips… she was moaning in the kiss…he bit her lips she gasped and he found the chance to enter in her mouth.. he travelled his tongue in her mouth.. their tongue entangled with each other and danced in each other mouth….  Both were feeling like they are in heaven feeling each other…  the feeling itself sending shivers in their spines making their body jolted in pleasure…

He left her lips and his tongue travelled to her jaw line … he tilted her head giving him more access to explore her body…. He was giving wet kisses to her jaw line to her neck to her collarbone but her jewelry stopping him….  He removed her necklace in a jerk giving a slight mark on her neck… she flinched in pain but didn’t said anything to him…. He removed her dupatta from her body threw away on the bed… he felt shy, he left herself from his grip and laid on the bed by her stomach hiding her face in the pillow… he bend down over her and kissed on her exposed skin over the blouse and opened the dori from his teeth… he removed his sherwaani from his body left his pants and vest only his body.. his well build  biceps giving him more hotty look…  he caress her exposed skin with his two fingers planting kissing along with his fingers.. she moaned his name and  clutched pillow tightly in her hands not able to bear his slow sexual assault… her curves going upside down when her heart beats rapidly… slowly-2 he opened the hooks of her blouse making her bare from the back only the strap …  her eyes jerked open and she snapped back feeling her bare back in front of his naked eyes which were drinking her naked beauty…. She felt so much timid In front of him not able to do anything.. just feeling his touch…

he caressed her bare back with his fingers again and planted wet kisses but doesn’t able to get a clear view of her skin… his eyes were giving up but still he didn’t gave up… He jerked her and made her turned facing him…. She covered her face with her palms but maan removed her palms from her face and again planted  a kiss on her lips… he removed the sleeves of her blouse from her shoulders showering his wet and lustful kisses… she was feeling drowning in the pool of his assault… not able to bear it… he removed her blouse from her upper body and start showering kisses on her bra holding her both hands on her head in his one hand…  in a jerk he tore her bra from her body and grabbed her b***** in his hands and travelling his tongue her n****** feeling them.. kissing them biting them…  she again moaned his name in immense pleasure which was giving him the strength to move further and explore her beauty more and more….. kneading them in his fingers…  she bit her lip in pain but pleasure Is more than this pain… he moved further….he travelled down on her body kissing on her stomach to her navel and finally he opened the strings of her lehanga… she opened her eyes at-once feeling his next move…. He slid the lehanga from her thighs while caressing them… he sat on the bed removed his vest and bottoms kissing her thighs… he was feeling wet with his continuous wet kisses.. she did nothing only he is making love… is this love or something else… still he doesn’t know is this right or not? Who is this girl with whom he is getting close… but felt good being with her… she was flushed totally.. crimson red lying half naked in front of him but her body is not showing fully to his eyes because lights were dim and only candles were there… not giving the full view of her angelic sexy body… but her beauty was enchanting more in moon light which was giving more glow on her white skin making her skin beautiful in the dim light of candles and moon…  before he approached his next step he felt dizzy , his eyes were giving up finally…  he was not fully naked nor she….he loosened his grip from her body, he felt the room is moving in round and all things are moving in front of his eyes.. he felt darkness all over in the room… he was sitting by his knees, held his head between his hands….  He fell down  on her murmuring something  which was quite audible for her, after hearing those words , her eyes beamed with tears, she felt a lump in her heart… like someone stabbed her heart with the knife… tears welled down from her eyes to her soft cheeks….

Precap

Same..!!!

 

 

part-12

 

 

before he approached his next step he felt dizzy , his eyes were giving up finally…  he was not fully naked nor she….he loosened his grip from her body, he felt the room is moving in round and all things are moving in front of his eyes.. he felt darkness all over in the room… he was sitting by his knees, held his head between his hands….  He fell down  on her murmuring something  which was quite audible for her, after hearing those words , her eyes beamed with tears, she felt a lump in her heart… like someone stabbed her heart with the knife… tears welled down from her eyes to her soft cheeks….

He was lying on her half nude body with his bare upper chest…. Those words were like a needle for her innocent heart… those words pierced her heart bitterly… shattered into many small-2 pieces…  but he was not sleeping in a deep sleep…  drinks made him like this… he didn’t want to had the drink but was not able to confront a girl with whom he married… first time maan singh khurana afraid to confront someone… he knew she will shattered hearing his words that’s why he drunk but he doesn’t know when,why and how he came close to her…? He doesn’t know himself what he si doing just now…. She was crying mutely hearing his words though those words were mere his whisper but he told the truth to her in his drunken state…

She doesn’t know what to do now? She is in dilemma , she is not responding anything only whimpering while crying.. those slow whimpers made him jerk from his sleep.. he stiff in his sleep because he was not in his deep sleep…  he lift his head a little and looked at geet with his drowsy & droopy eyes not able to registered who is this girl but he is with this girl and that too in nude state… he thought for a minute may be she is sam, his love… now he had concern in his eyes for this girl…. He asked to her “why are you crying?” she doesn’t know what to reply him… he gave pain to her himself and asking himself why are you crying? She said in her meek painful voice “it’s paining..“… “lot” she again said “a lot“.. hearing her words he sat up on the bed looked at her for a moment registering it’s paining, may be bodyache…

He checked her body top to bottom then he gained something ohh we were making love, that’ why it’s paining….then he remembered he slept in mid.. he has to complete the love making session but is there any love for this girl in his heart… but there is love in her heart for him which never die, never… she loved him, she loves him and will always love him…. ALWAYS… the lights were dim and the night on it’s way.. candles were already died in mid of their session… he was not in his sense totally but not in sleep properly…. He started again his love session with her, again kissing her on her bare parts but she was not responding anything.. how can she respond because her heart has been stabbed already..

 

she was in a shock , how can she respond when he snatched the reason of alive… she is alive here but her body here… not her soul… he snatched her soul already with his words….  He again kissed her on her lips and that was a soul searing kiss but is there any soul left? Again there body met with each other but is there any life in the body?  Their breaths mingled with each other but now her breath was not the same breath which she was breathing for his name… is still she is breathing for him? They are going to become one but where is she in this one? Her physical body is there in these two bodies who are going to be one..but her life, her soul went away from her or rather say he snatched her life, her soul from her….

he remove his bottoms and opened the string of her lehanga… she was not feeling anything only his words were echoing in her ears and in her mind…. She doesn’t know what is going in her surroundings only knew his words which were like sword, like a poison for her… he poisoned her with his bare hands but neither he knew nor she…  he snatch her life from her but neither he knew nor she… he slid her lehanga from her waist down to her thighs…. But not fully.. he slid her lehanga till her knees same as his bottom pants slid till his knees… he doesn’t know what is going to do but only knew one thing and that is he is going to make her his… unknowingly they are going to be 1 but still where is she? Her lifeless body is there…. He was kissing her , biting her on her sensitive areas but she was not feeling pain.. the pain of his words was more than this physical pain…

he set himself between her legs by stretching her legs out… after a while he entered his private parts in her with a gentleness but still she was not feeling any pain.. as soon as he entered in her body tears welled from her ears and she shut her eyes…. Still the pain of his words is more than this physical pain.. normally if she was in her sense then she screamed badly when he entered in her but there is nothing… pain is there by physically but she was not feeling it rather say she doesn’t want to feel it…  after some thrust he gave up fully and laid beside her after making this girl his… he is not any Casanova but still he felt like make her his… she doesn’t why he did this to her? Why she?  It’s like she crying with the tears of blood…  he snatch her virginity also from her along with her breath… but she is geet… now geet maan singh khurana… how can she gave up so easily… she loved him and will always love him.. only him…

he was sleeping normally beside her and she was crying… she gathered her strength and collect her shattered pieces … she sat on the bed in her nude state… the sheet was in a mess , blood stains were all over there… because she was virgin and his strokes were gentle but fast also…  she pulled her lehanga up on her waist and tied it… she took the dupatta which as lying near by her… she covered her upper part with the dupatta and made her way to the bathroom… she entered there with her shaky legs… she was weak by physical and mentally too…

she entered in washroom and felt maan’s presence there… his aroma… he used this washroom and everywhere his fragrance is there… she touched the stuffs there which maan used everyday… she felt his touch in those stuffs… her body again felt his touch on her body…making her alive again… his mere touch is enough for making her alive…

 

she turned on the shower and let the dupatta down on the floor… she stood there in the shower, the water touched his marks which he gave on her body… her whole body shiver in the cold water which was running on her marks, those bites which maan gave on her body… all were red on her neck, ears, collarbone, chest and stomach… she is becoming weak , her legs were not giving her strength….. she fell down on the floor at last… she was sitting in the shower, tears were flowing continuously from her eyes but they were mingled with water… she covered her mouth her palm and cried her heart out…  still her heart beats for him after giving lots of pain…

 

LIFE is for living and I live mine for YOU,

LOVE is for giving and I give mine to YOU,

DREAMS for dreaming and mine for YOU,

HEARTS are for beating and mine beats for YOU…!!!

She gave up her everything to him and now she doesn’t want anything in return

kyonki mohobbat dene ka naam hai lene ka nahi…

mohobbat to fanaa hone ka naam hai,

mohobbat to lut jane ka naam hai…

mohobbat to khusiyaan dene ka naam hai khusiyan lene ka nahi…  

aur geet bhi fanaa hona chahti hai maan ki mohobbat mein,, ……. sirf maan ki…!!!

 

IF you are in love with someone then you are willing to gave your everything, your life, your breath and you don’t want anything in return….

Why you saved my life maan? Yeh din dekhne ke liye mai zinda kyu bach gayi? Kyo bachaya aapne mujhe? Isse to achha mai usi din mar jaati…. Kam se kam aaj aap apni zindagi me khush to rehte…..and she cried with hiccups covering her mouth with her palm…. .

Kash aapne mujhe nahi bachaya hota uss din…. Kash mai wahi mar jaati to aapse mohobbat to nahi karti…. Kash mujhe who jungle jaanwar kha jate to shayad aaj aap iss kashmakash to nahi hote…. Kyu maan…? Kyu? Kyu bachaya aapne….?

After talking to herself she went in her past….!!!

Precap

Little bit past and first day in khurana mansion…!!

 

 

PART 13

 

 

Kash aapne mujhe nahi bachaya hota uss din…. Kash mai wahi mar jaati to aapse mohobbat to nahi karti…. Kash mujhe who jungle jaanwar kha jate to shayad aaj aap iss kashmakash to nahi hote…. Kyu maan…? Kyu? Kyu bachaya aapne….?

 

After talking to herself she went in her past….!!!

Flashback

 

Spain

 

All were having fun on the cruise party… and dancing like maniac on the English songs, arjun, Vicky , alka and geet…. Arjun was elder in all of them.. he was sitting on aside having his drink while geet, Vicky and alka were dancing holding their soft drink glasses…. Both girls dresses in their shorts and revealing tank tops…. Both were looking damn sexy at that night as usual that was cruise party in Spain …   actually geet and alka passed their 12th and all were happy… both girls wants their gifts so geet’s dad decided that they will send them Spain as holiday trip for 10 days.. he talked the parents of alka, arjun and Vicky.. all were ready and planned a holiday trip for spain and it was their gift for them…

they surprised to their 4 children and all became very happy.. they thanked their parents a lot and went to Spain for their holiday.. they send arjun with them because he is elder from them enough capable to take their responsibility…. They trusted him a lot… before going there they learned a little bit Spanish language so that they can talk with Spanish peoples…. They went their and had lots of fun with each other… they learned diving in ocean and had a great time under ocean….

They were on the cruise as they left only 1 day there… they went to cruise for the party as they made some friends there.. they incited them for the party and cruise was landed on the bank of the ocean…. It was huge and loud music was on.. party was going on with a full swing…  there was a damn darkness except the cruise…  but moon light was making it beautiful… geet was stood at the corner of the cruise alone and having her drink.. she was gazing the beautiful serene beauty of the sea and beach.. it was worth watching in moonlight.. she can see the stars in the sea.. it was so beautiful for her… she never felt like in mumbai’s beaches… it was so different for her… she lost in the beauty but suddenly she saw someone was going in the sea for the diving.. or may be just like that only for swimming…

she somewhere recognize him but not sure it was he or not? Arjun and Vicky dragged her from there as they wanted to do fun and dance…. Alka, Vicky dragged her on the dance floor and danced with her while arjun was watching them.. he was not interested in all that… he was here only for them, only for their safety… he was very happy in sight seeing , or sea diving , all actions types stuffs…. He is not the man with romantic songs.. his life starts with his friends and end on them…

Suddenly geet sneaked out from there went towards ocean….  They were very engrossed in dance and then arjun didn’t saw geet anywhere.. he searched her on whole cruise but then his sight fell on her.. she entered inside the sea and starts her diving without any preparations… he called Vicky and alka went after her but she was already inside the sea.. she knows well how to do diving… she knew if she went to arjun fro seeking the permission for diving at this hour then he never allowed to her.. he was very possessive for her but as a brother or as a friend… then she thought for while and sneaked from the cruise… she knew his answer.. if she asked him then he denied her immediately and she wanted to confirm the person that’s why she went there…. Arjun and Vicky and alka went behind her but she was already inside the sea…  arjun told to Vicky and alka that stay here, he went inside and he was searching her… and geet was searching him… she didn’t had even her oxygen mask…  geet was searching him and he was swimming and arjun was searching geet… arjun saw geet but suddenly lost track rather say geet went behind him…

Arjun came out after lots of searching her, he thought may be she is outside the sea but she was still inside the sea… he asked to Vicky and geet came here, they denied… that man also came outside from the sea but he was very far from them…. But he saw a girl inside, he doesn’t know who is that girl, he thought may be she is also swimming in the sea… he came out but  then suddenly don’t know from where a big fish just like a shark came… he saw that fish at the surface of the sea… he panicked immediately seeing that huge fish…. Arjun, Vicky didn’t saw that fish… suddenly they heard the sound of splash and a man went inside the sea… geet saw that fish which was coming behind her.. she panicked starts fearing…

she starts crying but her salty tears mingled with the salty water of sea… she was swimming ahead with her full speed but she was not that perfect in swimming… suddenly she felt a tug around her waist and she closed her eyes thinking that she caught by the fish but then she realized it was not any fish, it was someone’s arm around her waist… both were not able to saw each other face it was completely dark inside and outside the sea… he has the tight grip around her waist and swimming ahead for saving their life from that fish… fish is very close to geet…

Fish opened her mouth for a bite of her leg but he increase the speed and turned her from her place… but fish’s teeth griped on her top but he increased the speed more and her top torn from her body and it was in fish’s mouth..  she was in her sky blue bra and her shorts.. he came out from the sea and she was in his arms unconscious… she was unable to take breath because of her fear and continuous crying…. Water went inside her stomach and she stopped breath… he made her lay down on the sand and pressed her stomach.. water came out from her mouth and she starts coughing… but that was not enough for her.. still she is not breathing properly… he bend down and gave his breath to her…

after doing this prescription to her she opened her eyes and now she was breathing properly.. he could see only her magical big dark almond eyes… because he was covering her face with his shadow and it was dark that time only moon light was there so he can see only her eyes in moon light…  he thought he has these eyes before somewhere but doesn’t know where? She knew it was him.. yes it was him… he asked to her how’s she feeling now? She barely speak fine in her meek voice…  he stood up walked towards his destination.. she also stood up and looked at his retreating figure just then arjun saw here and they ran towards her… as soon as he saw her in half naked position, he covered her with his shirt immediately and then starts inquiring her…  because he thought that someone did bad with her.. he starts questioning to her but first he scold her badly for going inside with informing him.. if anything happened to her then what did they do? Or what did they told to her father? He was very angry on her… she somehow managed to narrate him whole story and after hearing he became more angry on her… she told him that her again her life savior is maan but their didn’t believe her  because everywhere she saw maan.. they ignored her but then she swear that he was maan… he was maan in real.. he came Spain for his some business and came here for diving as he fond of diving.. whenever he visited foreign countries and if there is sea he surely diving there… he is master in it… but that day he saved a girl’s life and that was great work…. She really admired him… he already saved her life and now that twice time he saved her life.. now her life belongs to him she thought in her mind… saving her life he went away.. he doesn’t want to take any credit or doesn’t want any appreciation of saving her life… he did this as citizen nothing more than this… she really liked him….

Flashback ends..!!

 

She came out of her trance suddenly when she felt pain on her neck where his love bites… is those love bites in real or something else…. Well love bites for her because this is her maan’s touch on her body and already her life belongs to him.. he can do anything with her life.  It’s all his…

Geet-maan, if you didn’t save my life that day then today you will be happy in your life with your love… I am sorry maan.. mai aapki zindagi me aayi… aapko pareshaan kiya.. par jaisa aap chahte hia mai waisa hi karungi….

 

Maan’s words ringing in her mind and her ears like bells rang in temple continuously like a heavy storm came and bells starts ringing same as happening with geet… his words rang in her mind which he was murmured continuously 5-6 mins in his drunken state… he doesn’t know what he was saying but it is saying that person speaks truth when he was in drunk state… he tell the whole world his heart out.. he expresses himself when he was in his drunken state so as maan did to her….

believe me sam, I love you… mai uss ladki se pyaar nahi karta… I don’t want her in my life wo to bas dadi maa ki wajah se.. mai to uski shakal(face) bhi nahi dekhna chahta… mai uske sath nahi rehna chahta sam, nafrat karta hu mai use… wo to bas dadi ne insist kiya to maine shaadi kar li otherwise she is nothing to me… I can’t give any place to her in m…… ”

 

his words faded and saying so he slept but her eyes became cloudy again remembering his words which he spoke to her on their wedding night but she didn’t complaint  to him… her life is his…. He can don anything with this life and now he doesn’t want to see her face and it’s okay for her.. she decided that she can’t show her face to him as he wanted from her…. He doesn’t her in his life then she will do according to his wish,,,, she wiped her tears and made a promise to maan and herself..

 

lonliness is tearing me apart,

how can i find a way to your heart?

i want your body close to mine,

now, tomorrow and till the end of time,

let me surround you with all my love,

it’s all i have been thinking of.

i want you in my life.

but if i lose you, it will cut me like a knife,

i don’t want to play a role

i just want to give you my soul.

 

Geet-maan, you don’t want to see my face na it will be ok for me… mai kabhi aapko apna chehra nahi dikhaungi aur ye mera wada hai aapse… mai kabhi aapko pareshaan nahi karungi… bas iss ghar me ek kone me aapki aptni banker rahungi.. shayad bhagwaan ko yahi manzoor tha.. tabhi to bhagwaan ne meri kismet me aapko likha par pyaar likhna bhul gaye… mai khush hu maan … aap fikr mat kijiyega….

 

Precap

First day in KM

 

 

part-14

 

Geet-maan, you don’t want to see my face na it will be ok for me… mai kabhi aapko apna chehra nahi dikhaungi aur ye mera wada hai aapse… mai kabhi aapko pareshaan nahi karungi… bas iss ghar me ek kone me aapki aptni banker rahungi.. shayad bhagwaan ko yahi manzoor tha.. tabhi to bhagwaan ne meri kismet me aapko likha par pyaar likhna bhul gaye… mai khush hu maan … aap fikr mat kijiyega….

She sat there under the shower for some time crying on her fate which brings her at this way, they way of loneliness, the way of sadness, the way of darkness where sunshine will be there but sunshine can’t make her life bright with love,  the way of hell where life is like a hell , where she will live like a lifeless body which has not any breath but she will live for maan… yes for maan, who gave her so much pain but she wants to take all the pain which was given by him….

she sat there for some time thinking about the night which she shared with him… she can feel his touch on her body…  the touch which was lingered on her body by his fingers, by his lips, the feel of his lips on her body making her body alive, making her body shiver , sending burning sensation in her whole body still.. still her body is jolting thinking about the sharing of bed, sharing their orgasm….

After lots of thinking, she reached on her decision that she will never show her face to maan.. she left him alone… she never come in front of him, she will never cross his path… he wants distance from her then it will be ok for her.. she will be happy in this also at least she can feel maan’s presence in this house…. She can know about him… she will never bother him for anything…. She will live in this house but not with maan….

She married to maan but she will live alone, what an irony situation is that.. she has a husband for only name sake… even no one knows outside maan & geet are married…. She was thinking why he married with her when he love someone else because dadi forced him….

she thought that she will never complaint to him about anything which happened and which is about to happen… she came here as a daughter-in-law but she will live here like a lifeless person who has not any existence, who doesn’t belong to this house, to maan’s life… she is so helpless today…. She needed her mom here, she is missing her mom badly who left her behind before so many years… she is feeling very lonely today, she wants her mom right now….

Who can sooth her pain, her sadness, her loneliness, her sorrows, everything she wants to share with her mom today but her mom is there for her… she cried a lot remembering her mom today so badly…

she wants her bhabhi right now who took the place of her mom, everytime when she needed her mom, her bhabhi was there for her, in her worst time, her bhabhi hold her hand,,, she was stood by her side a strong pillar… who supported her so much in her life…  she closed her eyes and her tears mingled with the water which is running from her head to her body… drenching her whole body but her whole body drenched with maan’s claim on her which he did before some time unknowingly… she was his and today maan marked on her with his name….

she can’t forget this time ever in her life… it was the most important night in her life… today she felt so many emotions, she became happy when maan touched her, she became shy when maan showered kisses on her body, she became complete when maan marked her as his but she became sad when maan uttered those words…. She cried when maan said he doesn’t her in his life, she felt herself as a burden on him and she doesn’t want to be a burden on anyone in her life…

 

she stood up from the shower and tied that wet dupatta on her body and came out from the washroom…. She looked at maan who was laying on the bed, how innocent he was looking in his sleep… her eyes became moist again when she regained his words.. his words echoing in her mind again and again… she went towards her luggage and found her mom’s photo..

 

her tears fell on the photo and she cried covering her mouth with her palms…

 

she cried with hiccups holding her mom’s photo near her heart.. feeling her mom’s warmth… like her mom is consoling her… making her understand , life is known as ups and downs , these are needed in life… but why me? Why mom? Why me? She was asking these questions to her mom who was with the god… she can do anything for her.. she can answer of her every question….

Pain is the greatest, yet worst, thing that scar’s my life,

 

All those suffer and hate, I can’t stand it anymore…

 

Miseries. People dying. People get hurt…

 

Is this what God mend with life?

 

And still, there is one question spinning in my head..

 

Why?

 

Why me?

 

Why can’t I be happy?

 

It seems that this question will drown in my river of pain,

 

Deep inside my head,

 

A question that will never be answered…

 

she sat there on the floor near her luggage for some time… then her sight fell on the knife which was in the fruit basket… she was staring at the knife for some unknown reasons…  she doesn’t know herself that why she is staring at the knife..? then she looked at her wrist and then looked at the knife, again looked at her wrist and again looked at the knife…

geet’s monologue….

“nahi.. nahi what I am thinking… I can’t do this, I don’t want to do this, I will never do this… no… no… no ways.. this life belongs to maan… then how can I finish this life without asking of him… at-last he saved my life twice.. it’s his life not my.. yes.. it’s his… geet don’t think like this… it’s his… how can you think like this? But… but the life is waiting for me is much more painful than the death… right now I can die within some minutes but the life is waiting for me, it will make my life like a hell where I’ll die in every second… no… no geet.. don’t think like this… you can’t think like this… you can’t do anything with this life.. this is not your life… this is maan’s life…. Haan maan’s life..  ” she was screaming in her mind… fighting with herself…..

 

she consoled herself now no more cry but what to do.. it’s her fate, her destiny… her life… she searched a dress which can cover her neck and arms fully which can hide the marks on her body…she found a deep read full neck, full sleeves anaarkali suit…

 

she took it but she find something other… she glanced it and took it in her hand… it was pills…. Which Tanya kept in her bag secretly, she knew that geet will need them so she kept in her bag and now geet needed them… she looked at maan for a moment and then  took one pill from it and gulped it…

she did this because she doesn’t want be a burden on maan… she took the dress and headed towards the washroom, get ready and came out… she glanced last time to maan.. she wants to capture him in her eyes… she stood beside of the bed and looking at him with her pure love….. remembering those words but happy because maan will be happy in his life without her.. she never bother him…

I really love you, But you love someone else…

 

When I see you, I can’t close my eyes…

 

Just want to say how much I care about you…

 

But you love someone else…

 

I just want to hear that I love you out of your mouth,

 

I hear it in my mind,

 

It’s just like a sound,

 

But it’s just a dream..

 

Because you love someone else…

She went out from the room with her luggage and doesn’t know where to go? She took her luggage and headed towards the mandir which is in the mansion…. She sat there on the steps of mandir and looking at the god… she lit the diya in mandir and kept looking at the god…

 

it was 4 am in the morning.. it was the long sleepless night for her… sleep is like enemy of her this time… but continuously looking at the god she fell in sleep don’t know when… she was sleeping, cuddling on the floor near the god… like god will heal her sorrows…  sun rises with anew morning, with a new start of the day, with a new start of a new life but today is the end of geet’s life… it was the worst morning of her life… she never thought she will see this day in her life.. she was living her dreamland where she was dreaming about maan but today he broke her all dreams… her all fantasies…

The sudden knock on the door panicked dadi.. she rushed to the door and opened the door.. no one knocked her room at this time.. it’s only 6 am in the morning and at this hour no one wakes up except nakul and other servants… dadi opened the door and found nakul there….

Dadi-what happened nakul? You are here at this time?

Nakul-dadi maa… woh…. He doesn’t know how to tell dadi maa…

Dadi-nakul.. tell me clearly what’s the matter? Why are looking so tensed.?

Nakul-dadi maa, actually woh geet mam is sleeping on the stairs of mandir….

Dadi-what? Dadi got a shock…  she immediately rushed t the mandir and found geet is sleeping like a child on the mandir steps cuddling on the floor…  tear marks on her face… she was very worried for geet… dadi signaled to nakul for go from here.. he went and dadi tapped geet’s shoulder.. geet stiff a bit and found dadi in front of her… dadi sat beside her and geet straighten herself… dadi was very worried for her thinking that kahi maan ne to kuch bol nahi diya geet ko?  Geet lowered her gaze not able to meet dadi’s eyes…. She was knotting the edge of her dupatta doesn’t know what to tell dadi?

Dadi-geet bte, why are you sleeping here?

Geet-aapne aisa kyo kiya dadi maa? She asked the question in the return of a question.. dadi doesn’t know she is talking about which topic..?

Dadi-kya baat hai bte? Humse koi galti ho gai?

Geet-aapne maan ko force kyo kiya dadi maa? She was asking another question in the return of a question…

Dadi-maan ne aapse kuch kaha kya?

Geet-nahi dadi maa, woh kyo mujhe kuch kahenge jab wo mujhe apna life partner hi nahi maante… dadi felt a lump in her heart, it mean maan told everything to geet.. dadi was worried for this day and it came.. now she is worried for geet.. poor soul…  dadi stretch her arms and called geet in her embrace.. geet bend and hide herself in dadi’s embrace..  she was needed a mother’s love at this time… and now she found… geet starts crying her heart out and dadi was caressing her head lovingly consoling her… dadi was patted her back and crying also with her…  nakul who stood far away, he has also tears in his eyes.. he was feeling bad for this new girl, she was suffering now.. he knew everything about maan and sameera.. he doesn’t like sameera at all but what can he do.. at last he is a mere servant…. He went from there in the kitchen and start preparations of breakfast and today geet is going to make some sweet first time in the mansion….

part-15

 

 

Dadi-ssshhh geet…. Shaant ho jayiye… please don’t cry…. She knew that it will be come but she doesn’t know it will come so soon… she noticed a mark on her neck which revealed a little bit because geet is in her lap… she couldn’t believe at the sight which she is seeing at this momonet… did maan do anything with her? What maan did say to her? Did maan beat her or something else..? she was very worried now.. so many questions in her mind that she want to ask geet but this is not the right time for the questions…

geet is already in this state.. dadi doesn’t know what to do? She somehow made her calm and stopped her cry… dadi told to geet that she will talk to her later on this topic… dadi told her to be freshen up and show her guest room for some time… dadi called the servants and kept her luggage in the guest room… then dadi told her get ready, she will wait for her here in the room.. geet nodded and went in the room while ddai’s eyes moistened with the sight of geet… she is feeling very bad for geet but there is her fault also… now she is repenting for her mistake….

After some time both headed towards kitchen and dadi told her everything… meanwhile maan was sleeping alone on the bed…  dadi went out from the kitchen and headed towards annie’s room for waking her up… geet made a lime water and gave it to nakul and told him that not to tell anything to maan.. he nodded and went there… he knocked the door but no answer.. he slowly peeped inside the room and placed the glass beside the bed’s stool…  geet made some sweet halwa according to their taste and placed it one the table…

nakul prepared other stuff os breakfast and arranged the table…. Dadi and annie came… annie ran and hugged geet and wished her morning…  geet gave her meek smile to annie but annie understood that something happened… trio ate the halwa including geet which is made by geet.. dadi and annie praised it so much… annie kissed on geet’s cheek while dadi is about to gave her some jewelry but geet stopped dadi… dadi knotted her brows and looks at her questioningly ….

Geet-sorry dadi maa but there is no place of these jewelries in my life…  she said with her sad face…

Annie-what are you saying bhabhi? Ye to shagun hia na…. she said while relishing her halwa…

Geet-annie, when I lost all colors of my life then how can these jewelries fill the colors in my life?

Dadi-aisa nahi kehte beta… sab theek ho jayega… aap ye rakh lijiye…

Geet-nahi dadi maa…. Kuch theek nahi hoga…

Annie-bhabhi pls rakh lijiye na.. geet was looking down continuously … she looked at them

Geet-if you want to give me something then can you give me another thing except these jewelries?

Dadi-haa bte, kahiye na aapko kya chahiye?

Geet-kya hum aapke room me jakar baat kar sakte hai? Dadi nodded and headed towards her room along with geet and annie… they entered in the room and closed the door…

Dadi-kahiye beta, baat kya hai? Geet sat on floor by her knees in front of dadi holding her hands?

Geet- dadi maa, can you help me without questioning anything? She looked in dadi’s eyes with some hopes while annie who is biting her nails in tension…  geet explained everything to dadi.. she told everything to dadi which happened last night between maan and her… she didn’t hide anything from her… she sat there , but no tear in her eyes… she cried a lot whole night now, her tears dried… she made one decision that she never cry after this day… she will start a new life without maan but she will live here as maan’s wife but she will never bother to maan.. she will never cross his path.. she will never made him feel her presence…

dadi became angry after hearing everything from geet… she is very angry maan.. how can he do this with geet and that too in his drunken state… he was drunk last night… how can he be? And all over that he spend a night with her… if maan doesn’t geet in his life then there was no need to spend a night with her but he did… that was very shameful act for dadi… dadi feeling very low in front of geet because her grand son did like this with geet… she was not able to her gaze with this innocent girl… there is no mistake of hers but she went through so much.. she had tolerated so much last night and here she is not able to heal her wounds…

annie was crying and she was very much angry on maan.. how can her brother did like this with her bhabhi… she loved her brother so much but now geet is much important for her now…  she found a friend, her bhabhi, like a mother in geet…. And she doesn’t want to lose geet because of maan and that idiot sameera.. she was cursing sameera in her mind and murmuring something which was not audible for anyone…  geet sat there, rest her head in dadi’s lap… ddai was caressing her hairs with so much love & care…

dadi-hamein maaf kar dijiye geet bte….  Geet raised her head towards dadi…

geet-nahi dadi maa…. Aisa mat kahiye…

dadi-nahi bte.. hamari wajah se yeh sab aapke sath hua… na hum aapki shaadi maan se karate aur na hi yeh sab hota… hamein maaf kar dijiye…. She bound her hands and cried…. Geet immediately held her hands and shook head in no…

geet- nahi dadi ma…. Bado ke hath aashirwaad ke liye uthne chahiye maafi ke liye nahi… ye achha nahi lagta…. (no grand mother… elder’s hand should rise for the blessings not for begging sorry…) dadi stood up… geet and annie looked at her why she stood up suddenly….

Geet-dadi maa, what happen? Kya baat hai? Dadi told her that maan did very shameful act with her.. and now she is feeling very shame to call him her grand son.. she couldn’t address him khurana but unfortunately he is khurana… the blood of khurana… but she made decision that now onwards maan won’t live in mansion and dadi told her decision to annie and geet… both shocked…. Dadi was about to go from the room but geet stopped her….

Geet-no dadi maa… you can’t do this to him….

Dadi-par bte, unhone aapke sath jo kiya…. Hum unhe kabhi maaf nahi kar sakte…

Geet-dadi maa… please listen to me…  she made her sit on the bed and herself sat on the floor in front of dadi… she looked in dadi’s eyes….

Geet-dadi, I am here, in this mansion because of maan… if I won’t marry with him to mai yaha nahi hoti aapke samne… I know job hi hua sab galat tha but dadi he is not wrong at his place…  dadi looked at her in amusement like she has seen some kind of alien… she is still defending maan… why? Maan did so wrong with her… he snatch her sanity from her…. He doesn’t want to live with her but still she is defending him.. why? She is thinking in her mind… geet move forward and trying to understand dadi…

Geet-dadi maa… I know you are thinking that. Maan did very wrong with me but he is in love… aur pyaar me hamara bas kaha chalta hai… aap jaanti hai dadi maa, I love maan but I can’t snatch someone’s love… dadi maa, kya hua agar mai yaha maan ki wife banker nahi rahungi lekin mai aapke beti banker to reh sakti hu na… batayiye na?

Dadi wiped her tears and hers also… she nodded…. Haan bte aap hamari beti hai aaj se.. jaise annie waise hi aap….

Geet-thank u so much dadi maa…. Aur dadi maa maine maan se promise kiya hai mai unke saamne nahi aaungi… please aap unhe kuch mat kahiyega….

Dadi-nahi bte… humne aapki saari baatein maanli hai… aap chahti hai ki aap isi ghar me rahe lekin dusre room me, theek hai…. Aap bei banker rehna chahti hai par aap hamesha maan ki patni ki rahengi…. Aapne faisla kiya hai ki aap kabhi bhi maan par unki wife hone ka claim nhi karengi.. wo bhi theek hai… aapne faisla kiya aap apna chahra unke nahi dikhayengi , humne wo bhi maan liya… aapne manga ki maan isi ghar me rahe… aap unhe pareshaan nahi dekh sakti par ab aur nahi… hame maan se baat karni hi hogi…

Geet-par dadi maa…..

Dadi-nahi geet… bas yeh hamara aakhiri faisla hai…. Annie was crying badly… she is feeling very bad for geet just because of her big brother…. She also made a decision that she never talked to maan…. Never means never… mai bhi unki tarah ziddi hu.. aakhir hu to khurana hi… she thought in her mind….

Maan’s room….

Maan turned on the bed while sleeping… after some minutes he opened his eyes, immediately his hand reached to his head… he scratched his hairs in pain… he did some courage and finally sat on the bed… he felt his room is moving round… he blinked his eyes couple of times… shook his head numerous times for concentrating on the things…  he hold his head with his hands and presses a little by giving pressure by his hands… massaging a little…

god… what happened to me? Why my head is so paining? ” he jerked again his head in pain… he looked here and there then found the glass of lime water… he took it and gulped in a go…..

why my head is so paining? What happened with me last night? Damn…. Mujhe kuch yaad kyo nahi aa raha… ” he felt so helpless this time… not able to gained anything about the last night… he looked at himself…

where is my clothes? I never slept bare chest.. I always wear my vest at night… ” he looked inside the spread and looked at himself and got a shock of his life… he immediately covered himself… “why I am naked? I never sleep naked… damn what happened last night?” then his gaze fell on the blood stains which were on the bed sheet and on duvet also… he touched the stains , they are fresh still… he rubbed blood drops between his fingers… “blood… ??” he looked at himself…. “but mujhe to kahi chot nahi lagi.. no… it can’t be possible…. No ways… “

He hit on the bed in frustration… “ohh shit…! What I did last night…. I.. I snatch her…. God… how can I do this….” He hide his face between the palms in worry, feeling sorry, doesn’t know what to do.. reality hit him hard… he was very angry on himself…

Maan’s monologue

Mai aisa kaise kar sakta h uske sath… how? How can i? shit… why I drunk? But I drunk because I don’t want to face the situation but all messed up… now how can I face to her? Kahi maine kuch bol to nahi diya usey? What she was thinking about me? First night ko hi maine usey… chi.. chi sharm aati hai mujhe bolne me par maine to ye sab kiya hai uske sath… I want to apologize her….  Haan isse pehle bahut der ho jaye I have to talk to her…

He rushed towards the washroom and get ready in 15 mins… he came down and asked about the new girl…. But before he ask dadi stopped him…

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